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Wow, the last post I had was almost three years ago. January 22, 2018. I was still in-between jobs but in that span of time lots of things have happened.
So here I am, spending the last few hours of 2021, watching K-drama and finishing off a cranberry vodka, three years flew so fast this time around.
I Know Him So Well Nothing is so good it lasts eternally Perfect situations must go wrong But this has never yet prevented me Wanting far too much for far too long. Looking back I could have played it differently Won a few more moments who can tell But it took time to understand the man Now at least I know I know him well
There was never a closure, there was never really a goodbye. In every relationship, I always end up alone, pondering on what happened - where did I go wrong? Wasn't what I give enough? Oh no, this song is not for every man that left me. Yes, I knew them well after they left me, but this is really about me, how I know myself more after each relationship. Those relationships are never a failure nor are they successful but experiences that I learn from.
But yes, the lyrics of the song fits my love life. Knowing what I know now, I wouldn't plunge into relationships. I would handle things differently.
Wasn't it good? Wasn't he fine? Isn't it madness He can't be mine? Oh so good Oh so fine He can't be mine? But in the end he needs A little bit more than me -- More security He needs his fantasy And freedom I know him so well.
It was good while it lasted... but in the end, they do need their fantasy and freedom, so I have to let go...
No one in your life is with you constantly No one is completely on your side And though I move my world to be with him Still the gap between us is too wide.
Ouch, in every relationship, I made them my world. That probably is a big mistake because however much attention and care and love I give, it would seem never enough.
Looking back I could Have played things Some other way Looking back I could Have played it Differently Learned about the man Before I fell I was just a little Careless maybe
Maybe. But in a gay relationship, there is really no "courting" stage. You get to know about the man while you jump into the relationship...
But I was Ever so much Younger then Now at least Now at least I know him well I know I know him well Wasn't it good? Wasn't he fine? Isn't it madness
It's a convenient excuse, I was young then...
Oh so good Oh so fine
He won't be mine? Didn't I know How it would go? If I knew from the start Why am I falling apart?
Wasn't it good? Wasn't he fine?
Isn't it madness He won't be mine? He won't be mine?
But in the end he needs a Little bit more than me -- More security He needs his Fantasy and freedom I know him so well
